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1/24/08 03:16 pm - Even Bad Men Love There Mama.

I had a odd dream about Danoth... Last night.Well I have decided to return to Tecumseh High School I have made the call to Stacy, a guidence counselor who has always been nice and helpful to me. I hope she gets back to me. I'm having some trouble getting things started. So I plan to go back for a year, then go and get my GED. I just want to be getting knowledge..I do like learning new skills and information. I just feel like I am letting myself go a little bit.

Also I am going to be enrolled in the Ross Driving school for segment one then just chill with my drivers permit until I am 18 and take the road test. I should be setting it up monday I called this very polite lady helped me. Yesterday I was planning on taking the money and showing my shit, but kelly doesn't know how to jump her car so I had to go to her college with grandma and jump it. By the time we go time we got it was 5:30 and the place closed at 6. So gay.

I feel disconnected with everyone accept squee. It's pretty lame. I just hate not knowing whats going one.. I just send them good thoughts..

1/18/08 09:35 pm

Dude man I can paint. It gets on my face though;)

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1/15/08 10:12 pm

I had quite a good time seeing sweeny todd with Morna and Squee Morna is hilarious and it was nice to hang out with her when it wasn't a road trip that was a million hours and I was drunk the way home.. Not that I don't love those.
Morna is funny as fuck and the movie was excellent I really wished Kate would have been there I think she would have enjoyed it especially. I want to go see it with her.. I think she would enjoy it yes yoooooooou.
I've been have a good run for three days now. this morning I did some sanding on the floor side panelling for my grandmothers room to be. I painted the ceiling because I don't need extend poles and mom says it's a pain in the ass I did a lot of heavy lifting to storage room to another took breaks to smoke a j once in awhile or for a cig fill coke up..Then I went to squee's watched american Idol and had a good laugh...

1/10/08 04:08 pm

My body feels clotted with problem after problem.
I just want to scream them and when I think there gone somehow a thread is found and pulls me back to hell...
My perfect day would be sitting on a couch mid day drinking some coca cola or tea or icetea. Watching a series that I love. Me and one of my best. Then just letting all of the shit go aways because nothing should be able to get to you into your happy place...

1/8/08 02:59 pm - Last Night

The trees spoke words I've never heard.
I realized I've never felt the rain before
Untill it was dripping down my face
In the dark I never saw so clear.
Everything was heard.
My clarity of the sky and the night was the clearest of my life
The trees moved in unision like a massive wave taking lives in a under toe.
The blackness swarmed and lights would appear in dfferent instances as if it was my own lite brites show.
There was never silence.
How I welcomed it.
I was ready to hear the sounds no instument and no man/woman could ever make.
I tasted the air, rain, and ciggerette smoke caking my lungs.
A corn field was never that beautiful.
A night that will not be a night again.
For it was mine to gaze on whenever I feel nature is gone.
My eyes are open, full excitement and fear.

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1/6/08 12:20 am

I'm speachless.

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12/24/07 03:51 pm

It's christmas eve everybody. By all mean fuck 07.

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12/6/07 11:23 pm

Kay Celeste mom's they suck and by the way it was about my mom and what's been going on. So good job I thinking it was about you. I said I was done with that the last time. so whatever be self invovled I guess.

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12/6/07 01:39 pm - bitches.

"Yea I'm real I'm right here."turns around.
"Where did you go. what is that sharp pain in my back. Oh it was just you. Well that's good I'm not surpriesd. More glad because I was tired of waiting,.

Corrupters. There everywhere. Just like decievers.

You should watch out for people who call themselves Manipulaters, they will end up doing it to you. So don't get close they don't deserve it.

The world surprisingly does not revolve around you. So why don't you stop acting like your the fuckin best badass queen bitch of the fucking world..

Petty.
It's all to fuckin petty,
Jealousy.
Fuck you.

I get to go to WORK today because I have a job I wish everyone would get one. The ones that need it anyways.

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WATCH OUT ONE COULD BE LIVING NEXT TO YOU.